Loathe (Midnight Saints MC Book 4) by Iris Sweetwater

Author:Iris Sweetwater [Sweetwater, Iris]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Knox Publishing
Published: 2021-12-07T16:00:00+00:00

Chapter Twelve

Cameron

It had been days since the fight with Phoebe, and I had made sure to keep my distance. When she told me what she had done, I felt something break inside me in that moment, and it scared me. No one else had ever made me feel the way I did when those words slipped from her perfect lips. I saw her in the doorway of the main area a few days before, but pretended not to notice. I was busy trying to swat the club flies away from me as they swooped in to take possession of my body. I had no interest in them though and that bothered me. I had never let anyone get under my skin as much as Phoebe had. I used to be able to fuck two at a time, but all I wanted was to make myself not be mad at her so I could take her to my bed.

I craved the feel of her warm skin beneath my hands, and knew that even though she did a bad thing, she had a good reason for doing it. I knew that she had a fear of not being safe and when it came to the club, nothing was a guarantee unless she was a member. I didn’t understand why I was so fucking pissed at her when I really didn’t want to be. I wanted to hold her and tell her I wouldn’t let anything happen to her, but I couldn’t let myself do that for some unknown reason.

It had only been a few days since we’d talked, and I missed her terribly. I missed her just being near me and listening to me when I talked. No one had ever done that for me before, not even any of the club members. Being in a motorcycle club it wasn’t a normal thing to talk about feelings and such, but Phoebe did. She listened to what I had to say and let me know she understood what I was going through by telling me things she’d been through herself.

I noticed her watching me as I grabbed a plate from the kitchen, headed for a seat to eat my lunch, and I nodded my head in her direction. I didn’t know how I really felt, so I wasn’t ready to talk to her, but I wasn’t going to completely ignore her. I could feel her eyes on me the whole time I was eating and that made me wonder what she was thinking or feeling. I knew I had reacted harshly when I walked out of my room that day, and that our relationship was only pretend, but her words had hit me like knives and cut me deep inside.

I wondered what feelings she had over the situation, but I was too scared to ask her. I knew I shouldn’t have let myself lower the walls that had been built around my heart since it was only pretend, but I hadn’t even realized it had happened until I found out what she had done.

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